I have been attached to my show non-stop. I really want a pit-bull now… they are not that cute, but all I want is a nice dog that needs a good home. For me it doesn't matter so much about how they look but more like how they are with me and that they love me. I have been super moody lately and I'm not sure why. I hate it, it's not me. I find myself much more aggressive, much more angry, and bitchy. I feel as if a lot of my friends are being lost and think this is me…it really isn't.
I am most worried about my close friendship with my best friend here. I want us to stay close but it seems like lately we have lost connection. What have I done that was wrong, I don't want to be that annoying girl. I want the connection we once had that meant so much to me, to come back. I miss you… Maybe we just need some time apart. I hope things really do get better. I need you here, I need the friendship we had to come back. It's not the fact that we laugh and argue all the time and fight like cats and dogs that I miss. It's the intimate connection we had between each other. I miss the conversations that were from the heart I miss the most. All I can do right now is wait… and wish. It's a waiting game.
I''m excited to go back home. I am excited to see my close friends I can't wait to see my best friend, and hang out and catch up. I really hope everything with my family is well. On another note I am completely exited to start my new major next semester! I transferred from a psychology major to a criminal justice major. I honestly don't know what I want to do when I "grow up." I am 18 I have ideas what I am interested in but I don't know what I want to do for a career. I hated the psychology program here, I knew I wouldn't be interested in that but I am interested in criminal justice. I looked at the course and electives, I thought about the options, and the effect of changing majors, and this is the right choice for me.
My brand new shirt has a giant hole in it… along with 20+ other items of clothing… stupid dryers!!
I have work tomorrow at 7am so I need sleep given that I woke up at 6am to go running, in the freezing cold and rain. Goodnight bloggers, remember: "People will come in and out of your life, but some will come in and leave footprints in your heart forever."