God things like this just piss me off! I understand that we have our problems but going to this extent is just stupid. We all have your problems, yours are mood issues, being a bitch, and not getting that you're boyfriend doesn't like you. I use to del bad for you but not anymore. You are just another person in the distance. No longer my friend, just some bitch I have to live with. I honestly wish that we had never roomed together because as much as it was "ok" at first we all know that it's not ok now. I can't believe I got you all these things and how do you re-pay me? With making me feel like shit?

I realize that I have my temper issues and one thing I do is overreact. I just need you to understand that all you need to do is step away from the situation. I really am working on it. I truly am. I want this to get better but it just seems like every time I take one step forward I take 3 steps back. When are things going to get better between us? When will things go back to being normal. I came to college and I loved it. Now it's becoming my worst nightmare. 

On top of all that my bus ticket hasn't come yet they have billed me for it. They are being uncooperative and I'm about done with this all. I honestly just want to curl up and die. I can't be having this right now. I need to find something that I love and that will be with me forever. You need to understand that everyone is different it doesn't mean they are bad. I just wish that I could have another chance, that I could come to college. Tonight is just a ultimate low. I can't think of a quote. I need a break to collect my thoughts, if you don't hear from me that is why. Goodnight.