I look at my clock and it's 12am exactly. Today was a very stressful day. Mostly because of something my friend said to me. She told me I needed to just "go back from where I came from" because I don't have a open mind. Here is the thing. I may not have the most open mind ever but I'm also not completely fucked up. I'm just not use to city life thats all...

Other than that I had 2 more bad experiences... I guess you could say I just need time to adjust to this new city life. Something a lot of people have experienced but I have not. My RA did talk to me and he helped a lot. Today I started crying for the millionth time... 2 of my new friends, shut the door, came over to talk to me and said "we care, what is going on." This honestly mad my night. I really do have friends that care. I guess that's what I need to focus on now.

Last night I hung out with one person, I found that I have so much in common with them. Will this grow into something? I still have you in the back of my mind...In fact I wrote a poem for class about you. I just need time, and patience, which I don't have.

I'm hoping new things will surprise me, in a good way. And things with this one girl will get better. Until then: Good night bloggers Remember: "sometimes the most unexpected people come into your life, and are forever imprinted."