Oh gosh I feel as if I haven't written in a million years where as it has really only been a couple days. Well lets see, a lot has happened since then. My friend thought there was a mouse in her wall last night and I had to save her. That is always fun. I have definitely gotten happier in many ways since I have been here for a couple of months. It feels as if it has been so much longer than a couple of months.

My relationships with people here at college have open my eyes and mind up to what I want in the future. I know there isn't much guaranteed in life so take what you can get. I never thought 2 months ago I would be where I am today in college and with the friends I have made.

Today I did get a call though about my dad, he got in a bike accident. He had to have stitches, he can't eat, or drink, or drive a car. I didn't know how bad it was. He said he was ok, but the way my mom described it, it didn't seem so great. We have to have people come help out in the family. He needs to go to the dentist and things like that. I am worried about money of course but more importantly his safety and health. I know he is getting old. I always say things I don't mean and I regretted all of that today. I want him to be there for my wedding day, to see his grandchildren, I can't loose him now. Not now... I need him in my life. Please whatever power is out there, let him be ok and live a long time more.

I need to get some rest because it's already 3am so good night/ good morning and remember: "You never know when something will happen to you that will change your view on life in a single second. Keep your eyes, hears and most importantly heart open."