I really gotta start blogging every night again. Anyways last night was just a typical old night. Except for the fact that I watched a horrifying scary movie and was screaming at 11:30pm... sorry for our screaming.

Today I had to wake up early to go to a doctors appointment. It was an important appointment as well... I FINALLY got on birth control. I'm not sure if that is T.M.I. but it has been something I wanted to get for about a year now. There have always been reasons I haven't been able to get on it, but today I got it. I got it! This will help me relax a bit more... just for personal reasons. On another note, I just watched a YouTube video from one of the people I am subscribed to and they are pregnant! I have never wanted a baby, I don't know why. I always think babies and little kids are really annoying and I had never wanted a child. But now I'm not so sure... I kind of want one now. Of course not until I am older and have the right finances and found the right guy. But needless to say, I think a baby is in my future. :)

I have been thinking about the other day quite a lot. Also about what I am going to do about you. I want so many things... and I'm not sure about my future. Sorry, I'm just rambling now, I think that it's just because I am watching the YouTube video of pregnant April. Anyways I need to get started on my essay.... I am so lazy... I'll write later tonight.

Have a great day guys!!! Remember: "Just because you don't want something now doesn't mean you don't want it in the future, so keep an open mind because you never know what is in store for you." :)