Today was interesting... I got called into work because my schedule changed. I then got a bad phone call which made my day so much worse. I guess the good part was winning our door decorating contest. Our door was hideous. We wanted to make it as ugly as we could. We had a great idea and then it fell through so we simply decided to stick random stuff on our door. That sounds like such a bad idea and trust me, it was. But somehow we won. The judges said it was because we had "detail "I'm hoping tomorrow is a good day. It's parents weekend and I'm dreading it at the moment. I don't get along with my family at all... we have had a strained relationship for some reason. It's to much to explain right now, I'm just worried this whole weekend will be to stressful.

I'm still torn about my relationship situation. I see you and it feels right yet at the same time wrong. I don't know what to do. I'm not sure what I really want?... I think I just need more time to figure things out. I'm not patient so lets see how well this goes. In the meantime he is still the guy in my life, the one I want to be with.

Night Friends, remember: "Each day is a new day, a new chance to change your life."