Sometimes it seems like I doubt myself. I have always had trouble with accepting the truth whether it was a good truth or a bad truth. Today I got the answer I wanted. I was beginning to have my doubts about my feelings towards you, for different reasons. I wasn't sure of my future, you weren't texting back and I would ask myself is there another guy here at college I'm falling for? But as soon as I saw your face and started to talk to you all those doubts faded away. I know that seems cliché but it is true. I realized that ya, I don't know where life is going to take me but I know that at least for the moment someone cares for me the same way I care for them. I have my whole life ahead of me. I like to think ahead and try and plan what my future looks like, but sometimes I forget the reality: life happens. You don't know what to expect, stop being afraid to take chances, and get your heart broken.

As long as you're happy with your decisions thats what matters. I can't live my life in fear, and I need to be myself, even if it hurts me temporarily. Time really does heal everything. So: "Don't live in your past, don't plan your future, just live in the moment. You have one life to live, make it count."

Goodnight Bloggers