I seem to always be listening to music whenever I blog. I love it, it makes me feel more connected to what I'm writing and thinking. Today was still another day… at work I had co-workers ask me if I was ok. I guess I just seemed a little quite. I feel as if I have just been thinking more often, about life.

I'm still confused on my feelings towards you. I want my next relationship to mean something. I know it may not work out… but if I don't find them here, I still have years to find them. Although I want kids and a family, I know I still have some time to figure all that out. I find myself looking for you in the streets, you make me smile. I see how genuine you are, and how much I mean to you. I hope this will always be part of my life.

I want to start thinking of my future more. I mean what do I want, what are my standards? I always thought I had my goals and standards planned out, but when I think about it for more than a minute I ask myself, is this really what I want?

I have to go to sleep because I'm exhausted. I'm hoping to get this tattoo so I'll finish with this; goodnight bloggers and remember: "Dream without fear. Love without limits."